How self aware are you ? (Do you acknowledge your weaknesses and struggles?)
Do you feel that you have to be perfect to follow Christ and receive His acceptance? (You might feel guilty or inadequate all the time)
What is ur understanding of grace ? (Being at peace with God and righteous)
Do you feel healthy spiritually and content? (You’re not up at night contemplating the meaning of life and why you are here)
“So I strive always to keep my conscience clear before God and man.” – Acts 24:16 NIV
“and this water symbolizes baptism that now saves you also—not the removal of dirt from the body but the pledge of a clear conscience toward God. It saves you by the resurrection of Jesus Christ,” – 1 Peter 3:21 NIV
So I think having a clear conscience by confessing our sins and shortcomings gives us peace before God and men.
Find someone who you trust and loves God and open up.
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“And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” – Phil 4:7 NIV